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Fashion. My opinion of beauty. Weightloss. Goal weight: 100lbs.

Absinthe Recipe

wormwood, a few ounces.

3 cinnamon sticks.

15 star anise.

2 teaspoons sugar.

1 vanilla bean.

1 bottle of vodka.

Jam all the ingredients into vodka bottle and let steep for one week.

I think I’m going to be done with this tumblr blog.

I don’t feel her presence with me anymore lately. I’m hating myself less. I think my medicine is finally working (being on 850mg a day better start working sooner or later) and I just don’t see the point of continuing to look at skinny girls that I’ll never be. I want to be done looking in the mirror pinching my fat and being so revolting, but I’ve realised it’s only to myself. I’m going to change it I think.

I know none of you care but…

I think I’m going to be done with this tumblr blog.

I don’t feel her presence with me anymore lately. I’m hating myself less. I think my medicine is finally working (being on 850mg a day better start working sooner or later) and I just don’t see the point of continuing to look at skinny girls that I’ll never be. I want to be done looking in the mirror pinching my fat and being so revolting, but I’ve realised it’s only to myself. I’m going to change it I think.

Back to dying with mono and the flu at the same time.

Btw somehow i’m gaining weight, eating nothing and drinking water…. I hate my body.